...And the weight in on!

I say that literally. Within the past 2 years my weight gain has been in the low 200's, 209 being my heaviest. It's sad, yes I know and I should really be ashamed of myself because I allowed negativity, depression and my relationship get the best of me. As of today I am 194 and not proud of it. However I refuse to let my weight continue to take over me. With the help of my support system I'm ready to take back my joy and get down to my weight goal. Also doing something I haven't done since my insanity days, which is posting a picture of me. No cover up, no sucking in, and no girdles. Just me. This allows me to be real with myself and to be held accountable for what I say. So with that being said I'm ready, are you? If you're  with me let me know and post those pictures. If you have any questions about what I'm doing, ask me!!

For the next month, thanks to my sis, I am doing a juicing replacement and as usual (no sugar, fried, fast foods, beef, pork, soda, breads or liquor). So far ive done a detox of magnesium citrate to cleanse my system. I also (when I get the courage) will do another cleanse (the master cleanse). If you want more information, just let me know.

Thanks!!!

I'm Back!

Wow, to say a year has went by since I've blogged is crazy.  So many things have changed in my life.  From graduating, moving, new relationships and careers, it's been a lot. Within that year there have been many ups and downs and now I'm ready to get back to what I love. Dealing with my spiritual relationship  and hair and even new adventures like makeup and health. I hope that everyone enjoys my daily struggles as they may be motivation for you and that they may hold me accountable for what I say and do. Well without further ado let gets started!

Why?

So you think this is funny?

Why do we sit here and mock the very things that make us who we are? Is everything a joke to you? When it's time to be serious and unite as one, we beat each other down and are so quick to use guns. We can't continue to show society that we are incompetent, proving to them that we are inadequate of being the intelligent, confident, mind blowing individuals that we are. There are people hurting because of the choices that we make, our generation is dying because we can't put aside our egos and pride. We cause the commotion and then look stupid when we are being made fun of. We put ourselves in this situation and it's up to us to stop it. I don't believe in "when you know better you do better" because we do know better however we choose not to do better. It's a sad sad world out here and i pray that one day we can all stand tall hand in hand and show society that we will not stay down.