Writing out my hurt

You are as sick as you are slick for never picking up the phone

I text my heart to you at two in the morning cuz I can’t stand the dial tone

You got me shook up as fuck the way you left me in the cold

But it’s summertime baby, can’t freeze me, the temperature don’t get that low

Hoping to - learn from you - the truth of what I did that caused this turn in you

In the morning you were begging me to come your way

But that night you told me you didn’t have nothing to say

Cuz I discovered your flaws and the lies that you told

You a tall glass of water but not a fuckin drop you could hold

You created a facade for me - a fairytale for your princess

From the once upon a time you planned an end nightmarish

And I cradled up in your love lullaby fell deep in sleep in it

Introduced yourself as a Que dog... found out you’re just a bitch

And no disrespect to the name you claim, it said nothing of your character

The lies you live a constructed false reality - a story you tell and you are just a character

I suppose when you cast me in a supporting role you never expected me to take lead

Warnings in your mind must’ve told you to rewind but you never took the heed

You kept going without knowing that I’d pick up on your trail

Weaved a web of a deceit so sticky you got trapped in it as well

But I will not remain forever the victim, I was silent for so long now I shout

I will scream “how could you do this to me” until you hear me out!

And you being out, I thought at least perhaps there’s another woman involved

Come to find out, that was the reason for it all

Everyone around is suspicious of your lies and lack of alibis

They may dismiss it for trivial shit, but me? Oh, no, I won’t compromise

I see you for what you are, I believe you’re crazy and pathetic

I’d diagnose your lies grandiose as fuckin schizophrenic

Did the voices in your head tell you that she’s on to you?

So you desert me without out warning but you said you’d never hurt me

Funny how many people who told you that you don’t deserve me

But you thought that you would keep on going to let that be denied

But as the time passed you realized this wouldn’t last no matter how hard you tried

No one will ever understand how quick you flipped that shit

Cut me out your life as if we did not exist

But hell hath no fury like a woman scorned by a demon so blind

And heaven has seen no rebellion like the one for love denied

I’m coming for you like I’m gunning for you 

And you can’t even imagine what I’m gon do

Fall to my knees and left my head and pray 

That my Lord and my Savior takes my pain

And He whispered in my ear “My child, weep not for our love is divine

I take no offense that is to my children against... my daughter, vengeance is mine.”