Ferris

So reality just hit me and it hit me HARD!! My head as been so far in the clouds that i never realized that i havent came back to reality until now. I blame the Pisces in me because i look at the negative instead of the positive.
I've been at ferris going on my 5th year (yeah i know right, yet i have no degree or even certificate to show for it). I started off in the university college taking the first semester classes then the next semester I started taking general education classes. My second year is when I got into the respiratory care program (in which I didn't want to take in the first place, thanks to T.I.P (tuition incentive program) i had to start off in an associates program. I spent my sophmore and junior year being stuck, and it wasnt until i started my clinicals that i knew it wasnt for me. Most of the courses were easy but i was in it for the wrong reason and i want to do something that i love and not just what is there. So i switched majors during my junior year and started taking psychology classes. My senior year I've spent taking psychology and sociology classes and this summer I've taking my cultural awareness etcetc Classes. Now as I looked at my schedule and financial aid for the year, I told myself that i have no time to play or for games! This year is about disciple and motivation. And even though I have only been in my program "offically" for only a year, I've been at Ferris too long. I know that there are people who take longer than this to figure out what they want or even switch major often. I'm upset that i've wasted 2 years but I'm kinda happy that I did it now then wasted 4 years. As usual I'm over exaggerating but I don't like this and I'm ready to leave so this year it's about Anger management, Time management, Disciple, Determination, and motivation!!