*✯☆ You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~Maya Angelou ☆✯*

Monday, June 6, 2011

PATIENCE

I RUSHED. ENTERTAINING MY FLESH.
SEE I DIDNT WANT TO THINK IT THROUGH.
I KNEW THINKING WOULD DEMOLISH THIS FEELING THAT I FELT.
SOO I RUSH AND TOOK CONTROL.
I WAS DETERMINED TO LIVE OUT THE FANTASY THAT
CONSTANTLY PLAYED IN MY MIND.
I WANTED TO GIVE MY DREAMS LIFE.
SOO I RUSHED.
I TURNED ON A ME THAT YOU NEVER EXPECT TO SEE.
I WATCHED AS YOUR EYES CAREFULLY EXAMINED MY BODY.
AS I REACHED FOR YOUR HANDS, I NOTICED THAT YOU WERE TREMBLING.
I WAS GOING TO SPEAK BUT DECIDED NOT TO.
I WOULD SPEAK WITH ACTION.
I COMFORTED YOU WITH MY HANDS, MY LIPS, AND MY BODY.
I WAS RUSHING
I PRESSED PLAY BUT THE PLAY BUTTON WAS JAMMED.
AT THAT MOMENT I NOTICED SELF WAS TAKING CONTROL.
I WAS RUSHING TO ENTERTAIN A SWEET TEMPORARY MOMENT.
I DIDN'T THINK TO ASK IF YOU WERE READY.
AND HONESTLY I DIDN'T CARE.
I WANTED IT TO BE ABOUT ME.
I JUST WANTED TO FEEL THE PLEASURE FROM MY DREAM.
I KNOW I WAS RUSHING BUT PATIENCE WAS INVOLVED.
PATIENCE OVERTOOK THE SITUATION.
UNDERSTAND RUSHING WILL GET YOU LOST IN LUST
BUT PATIENCE WILL LEAD YOU TO LOVE.




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